i am a laid bac mom right about now..i had the opportunity to relaxed and be treated for the first time like i was the guest and my daughter surpride me by fixing the whole thanksgiving dinner..i didn't have to lift a finger..until the questins were asked..mommy can you fix the dessert..i can't fix them downstairs because the oven is too filled..i replied what filled..what did ya do>?..what did i miss last night...u see..i wasn't able to prepare..due to a check i wasn't able to cashed it ..because i got home too late weds night..and my brother had the same problem..the day before..this was a shocker..no cash available to shop..well..to my surprise...my daughter snuck out..with my neighbor..Asia..went shopping..started cooking at 3:00am in da morning..by time i woke up..my room was smelling like i cooked ..well i did..but only the pies..they look for my pies and cakes every year...as a result..the day was quiet...the family was over..the rest of our family ..had their own thanksgiving..it turned out wonderful..my daughter wailed..everything was wonderful..my pies were great ..cakes were gone ..all the time..damn..i wanted some more for the weekend..but my brother came to the rescue..he came home that morning with 4 more pies..the day turned out a family afdfair for sure...blessed to have a wonderful blessed daughter..the whole household was very filled..thanks tammy..it's bac to basics..chrismas is my turned ...but guess what..i'm going away...leaving..going on my vacation...yeah ..that's right..
in Colorado Springs...with my sistah..Dee..have a nice holiday...be back..new year day..god bless everybody..partner..create
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
happy thanksgiving
i had one wish tody..that i was in another state..i'd bring all the trimmings with cake ..butter squash..nugmeg for some eggnog..a bird that would fill an army of 100..so i can so u all the true meaning of family..my all your stomachs be filled with joy and love...happy thanks giving to everyone...enjoy your day...in peace and happiness ..God Bless 2 you all...from the JORDAN FAMILY..TO MY BLOGGER FRIENDS..WITH LOVE...CREATE...PEACE
Thursday, October 9, 2008
ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS GOD.HAS BLESSED ME WITH
I'VE BEEN LEAVING NY ALOT...MEANING..IT'S BEEN A LONELY PLAC IN NY WITHOUT MY GIRL//PEACHIE POO..MY BEST FRIEND AND LONG TIME CUT BUDDY..LAST TIME I LOOKED ...SHE WAS 59//NOW IT'S BEEN YEARS..WE HAVEN'T SEEM ONE ANOTHER...I AM MISSING THIS WOMAN WITH A PASSION..WHERE WE USE TO HANG OUT IN CLUBS...GOES TO THE ALL NIGHT DINER NEXT TO THE SKYWAY HOTEL...WHERE EVERYONE USED TO GO FOR BREAKFAST AND EARLY MORNING WATCHING MOVIES ON A LARGE..GIGANTIC SCREEN TV..WHERE WE WOULD EAT AND PLAY MUSIC RIGHT AT YOUR TABLE WHERE YOUR EATING...THE BAR WAS ACROSS FROM THE SEATS..WHERE WE B ALLOVER THAT PLAN...THERE WAS A GUY NAMED LARRY..THAT USED TO PLAN THE NIGHT TRACK..NUMBERS WITH PEACHES AND HIT...WHERE WE WOULD ..GO OUT AND EAT...STAY OUT ALL NIGHT UNTIL EARLY MORNIN..WHERE WE WOULD SEE DAYLITE...THEY WERE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO WAS SO JEALIOUS OF THIS LADY..SHE WOULD HIT SO MUCH MONEY...I JUST PLAYED BOLITAS WHERE PEACHES WOULD PUT 5 DOLLARS..ON A SINGLE ACTION...COME HOME WITH CLOSE TO 500 DOLLARS..THEN SHE WOULD SHARE IT WITH ME..WHERE WE GO TO VALLEY STREAMS..GREEN ARCRES TO SHOP FOR THE CHILDREN..TAKE IN A MOVIE WITH THE KIDS..THEN COME HOME WITH SO MUCH LEFT TO JUST BUY OURSELVES SOME THINGS..BOY..DO I MISS YOU SIS...SHE'S MY ADOPTIVE SIS..BUT THE BEST GIRLFRIEND,,I HAVE EVER HAD...SHE ALWAYS LOOKED OUT FOR ME..MY FAMILY..I LOVE YA..CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THAT NEW RESTAURANT OF YOURS..CONGRATULATIONS.. BEST WISHES ..WAIT UNTIL I GET THERE...MISS U MUCH..I'LL BE THERE VERY SOON..WITH THE WILL OF GOD..PRAY..LOVEYA ...SHEILA..DAYDREAMS..OLD DAYS..GOODTIMES..THINKING HOW I LIVED AT ONE TIME...TO WHERE I AM TO THIS DAY..WORST..BUT I'M BLESSED BY U GOD AND I'M WHERE I'M APPRECIATED..BY HER LOVE AND MY GOD DAUGHTERS...THANK U DARLENYA AND NIKIA..LOVEYA..CREATE
Friday, October 3, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
NYC IN TEARS...METS LOSSES LAST GAME OF DA SEASON AT SHEA...SAYIN GOODBYE
AS THE RAIN CAME DOWN ON OUR LAST GAME OF THE SEASON...THE STADIUM WAS VERY DISAPPOINTED...TEARS CAME DOWN...WHERE SHEA HAD BEEN THE VIEWING POINT OF QUEENS..FROM 1964- 2008...WHERE A CEREMONY FOLLOWED WHAT THE METS TRY TO BRING THE FINAL GAME AS AN SUCCESS...ONLY 2 FAIL BY LOOSING ..THE BEST TEAM ON THIS NIGHT HAS WON..CONGRATULATIONS...NOW WE LOOK FORWARD TO A NEW STADIUM FOR BOTH TEAMS..METS AND YANKEES IN 2009...WHERE WE'LL BE WAITING ...BUT IN THE MEANTIME...FAREWELL TO OUR SHEA AMD YANKEES OLDIES..LEAVEING US WITH MEMORIES THAT WILL REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS...GOODBYE....CREATE
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
One week before 9/11
a week before..look at it...without a word or indication of terriorism..life was living on it's own terms with out ..end
Friday, August 15, 2008
NEW BEGINNINGS
today i will become a new thought ...devotion and love for self..i'll b the one who will make changes ..look the enemy right in the face...what been blocking my life from having the opportunities to exhale..where my soul should have been a year ago...i will go to counsel and generate strength and abilities..keep my faith..where i've slacked off...for i know the ins and outs of non beliefs..can send u where God's place in this world turns it's bac and looks away..has no lifts and barbells to build strong minds and keep you on track..i will stay elivated..believe in myself achievements..leave the negative..who wears conflict..hurt and pain answering bac as problems to get rid of...follow...it's just a test of faith..coming outta of constant comment...but with none written...just angles at what it sees negative..never positive...i am better than this..i love my life and whoeversoknow me
they will speak as a woman with indentity...who know what must b done and live for my end times ..the now proving..light at the end of the tunnel...grieves not..but rewards the seeds practicing christianity...god b the glory..i be his creation...i will save myself..live again in christ JESUS..forever..amen
they will speak as a woman with indentity...who know what must b done and live for my end times ..the now proving..light at the end of the tunnel...grieves not..but rewards the seeds practicing christianity...god b the glory..i be his creation...i will save myself..live again in christ JESUS..forever..amen
Monday, July 7, 2008
*happy fourth of july*
this is some nice art...love to have this in my place...my kitchen or dining area....
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Turtle Pond
isn't this beautiful...my kind of town NY is....come join me friends
u may not want to leave....create
u may not want to leave....create
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Sin
how many times have u been in a place...feelin what benefits u in love...but suddenly it takes a turn for da worst..u start 2 explore new beginnings...find it's another your interested in....but are u sure?..this is what you wanna do....I find this 2 be a problem in everyone's life..your soul is being led astray after the fact...where's the love...your the example of God's equal ... a mate...woman..gives you eternal bliss...now the twig stimulates....eyes looks the other way....they smile..takes over ...where love's heart flourished....he's ready...your willing 2 risk adultry...lawfullness becomes visable.. night becomes your bed habits with no guarantees....carrying on mischief..temptation is now you commitment...da acts played as... a fling...beware of this train of thought...the cost of livin eternal..leaves you...empty...forgets...what's back home...be alert...observant...when your love keeps you from da light..feelin him.. in between the sheets...laid u down...his dirty ideas...temptation is... da snake in da grass...what wants 2 wollow like a pig..think...b4 u take that risk...laying down with an attitutde...mad at yourself...taking it out on him /her..what.bares no love or meaning... feelin.. u gotta get a nut 2 satify lust...losing years spent forever.....mmmmmm..i beg 2 differ...what i'm capable of...knows.. wrong from right...games of chance comes with a price...i don't see...i am who is pure at heart....i dare not play with my maker...Christ Jesus...what's sticky...clings...until it washes itself off...peace...Create
NEW YORK CITY /TIME SQUARE/ 42ST
THE PLACE I LOVE ..WHEN I HIT MAHATTAN..I GO CRAZY FOR THE CITY...CAMERAS...TALL BUILDINGS...BRIGHT LIGHTS...CLOTHING STORES....CABS...SUBWAYS TO GET US THERE....BROADWAY...THE NOISE OF TRAFFIC...RESTAURANT...WHERE YOU'LL NEVER GO HUNGRY
THIS IS THE LIFE I LIVE...NY..THE METROPOLIS...THANK SUPERMAN....SPIDERMAN.....BATMAN...FOR BEING OUR HEROS..
SAVED OUR LIVES FOR YEARS AND ENTERTAINED YOUR LIVINGROOMS...WE HAVE A LOT IF HISTORY...I'M HONORED 2 BRING MY HOME TOWN 2 U....PEACE....FROM DA BIG APPLE....CREATE...MS S ..
THIS IS THE LIFE I LIVE...NY..THE METROPOLIS...THANK SUPERMAN....SPIDERMAN.....BATMAN...FOR BEING OUR HEROS..
SAVED OUR LIVES FOR YEARS AND ENTERTAINED YOUR LIVINGROOMS...WE HAVE A LOT IF HISTORY...I'M HONORED 2 BRING MY HOME TOWN 2 U....PEACE....FROM DA BIG APPLE....CREATE...MS S ..
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
jesusisalive
CAN U FEEL THE LOVE TONITE....MAKES ME
THINK OF THE THEME 2
"THE LION KING"...LOVED DA PLAY..
STRENGTH WITHIN OUR BEING YOU CAN
FEEL YOUR HEART REACHING OUT...WHERE
GOD'S UNIVERSE AND NATURE MEETS UP...
A WORLD WITHOUT NO MEANING...IS LIKE A
SONG....WITH NO LYRICS...CREATE
THINK OF THE THEME 2
"THE LION KING"...LOVED DA PLAY..
STRENGTH WITHIN OUR BEING YOU CAN
FEEL YOUR HEART REACHING OUT...WHERE
GOD'S UNIVERSE AND NATURE MEETS UP...
A WORLD WITHOUT NO MEANING...IS LIKE A
SONG....WITH NO LYRICS...CREATE
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this is what irt's all about ...JESUS...
MY PROVIDER...MY SOURCE IN LIFE
I LOVE YOU..FOREVER AND A DAY
WHERE EAGLES FLY..THOU I GO WHERE
MANY HAVE FROLIC IN MYSTERY FROM
CURIOSITY...WHAT TAKES ME IN2 PLAGUES
DISHONESTY...MY LIFE GAVE ME A WAY
TO TRANSFORM MY OPTIONS...FOLLOW'
GOD..THE TRUTH AND DA LIFE...WHICH
CARRIES ME...THROUGH DA PATH OF
RIGHTEOUSNESS FOR ME..AS WELL AS
MY NAMESAKE...THANKU ...JESUS..
CREATE....
MY PROVIDER...MY SOURCE IN LIFE
I LOVE YOU..FOREVER AND A DAY
WHERE EAGLES FLY..THOU I GO WHERE
MANY HAVE FROLIC IN MYSTERY FROM
CURIOSITY...WHAT TAKES ME IN2 PLAGUES
DISHONESTY...MY LIFE GAVE ME A WAY
TO TRANSFORM MY OPTIONS...FOLLOW'
GOD..THE TRUTH AND DA LIFE...WHICH
CARRIES ME...THROUGH DA PATH OF
RIGHTEOUSNESS FOR ME..AS WELL AS
MY NAMESAKE...THANKU ...JESUS..
CREATE....
Thursday, May 29, 2008
testimony:PT I
TODAY I SAW A VISION...IT SHINES AS BRIGHT AS THE SUN'S RAYS...HEATS LIFE AS A BALL
OF FIRE..DA BLAZE BURNS DESIRE...HOLDS ME..WHERE I BURST...NO STRUCTURE...NO FORM..
OR MIDLIFE CRISIS..GATHERS..WHERE I COME FROM..INSIDE MY SOUL..BRINGS ABOUT A MASTER..WHO KEPT ME BOLD..ABLE TO FIGHT THE FORCES..TAKE CHARGE OF STRUGGLE..TARES DA WALLS..WHERE FLESH BREAKS MY FALL..I'M DOWN ONE MINUTE IN TIME...CLIMBING THE NEXT...WHERE THERE'S A HEAVEN...ESCAPES LIFE...TURNS AROUND..TRANSFORMS..THE BEAM..DA LIGHT...DA STRIFE OF MY FUTURE..WHERE I FIND NO PLACE TO COMPLEX MY
SOUL...I'M BENT OUTTA SHAPE...SINKING FAST...ONCE I LEAVE THIS DISMAL PAST...JOURNEY
ENDS...WHERE I'VE BEGIN TO ENTER..A WORLD LEFT WITHOUT A PLAN...FROM THE PASTURE OF
WILDERNESS...WHERE ANIMALS LIVE...I BECOME AN AREA...WHERE A KING SERVES HIS LIVING
SENDING MESSAGES OF GREAT MULTITUDE..CONVICTION...BUT SAVES DA DIRECTION I'VE CHOSEN
WHILE EARTH'S PASSAGE TO FREEDOM...CREATE'S STABILITY...REMAINS A NEW LIFE...LIVING
FOR GOD...THE KEY...WHICH KEPT ME LOCKED AWAY..ISOLATED...FROM FOLLOWING DA TRUTH..I THANK YOU SO MUCH...SKIES...THE SOLAR SYSTEM..THE CONSTELLATION...DA WIND..WHAT SORES..I LAND SAFE IN DA PAWN OF HIS HANDS..THE FLIGHT..I ARRIVE...82352..DA BEGIN DA BEGEE...THE START OF :CREATION: FORTH COMING...WHAT'S GOLDEN...LIFE
OF FIRE..DA BLAZE BURNS DESIRE...HOLDS ME..WHERE I BURST...NO STRUCTURE...NO FORM..
OR MIDLIFE CRISIS..GATHERS..WHERE I COME FROM..INSIDE MY SOUL..BRINGS ABOUT A MASTER..WHO KEPT ME BOLD..ABLE TO FIGHT THE FORCES..TAKE CHARGE OF STRUGGLE..TARES DA WALLS..WHERE FLESH BREAKS MY FALL..I'M DOWN ONE MINUTE IN TIME...CLIMBING THE NEXT...WHERE THERE'S A HEAVEN...ESCAPES LIFE...TURNS AROUND..TRANSFORMS..THE BEAM..DA LIGHT...DA STRIFE OF MY FUTURE..WHERE I FIND NO PLACE TO COMPLEX MY
SOUL...I'M BENT OUTTA SHAPE...SINKING FAST...ONCE I LEAVE THIS DISMAL PAST...JOURNEY
ENDS...WHERE I'VE BEGIN TO ENTER..A WORLD LEFT WITHOUT A PLAN...FROM THE PASTURE OF
WILDERNESS...WHERE ANIMALS LIVE...I BECOME AN AREA...WHERE A KING SERVES HIS LIVING
SENDING MESSAGES OF GREAT MULTITUDE..CONVICTION...BUT SAVES DA DIRECTION I'VE CHOSEN
WHILE EARTH'S PASSAGE TO FREEDOM...CREATE'S STABILITY...REMAINS A NEW LIFE...LIVING
FOR GOD...THE KEY...WHICH KEPT ME LOCKED AWAY..ISOLATED...FROM FOLLOWING DA TRUTH..I THANK YOU SO MUCH...SKIES...THE SOLAR SYSTEM..THE CONSTELLATION...DA WIND..WHAT SORES..I LAND SAFE IN DA PAWN OF HIS HANDS..THE FLIGHT..I ARRIVE...82352..DA BEGIN DA BEGEE...THE START OF :CREATION: FORTH COMING...WHAT'S GOLDEN...LIFE
Thursday, May 22, 2008
comix night with shang
THIS WAS A NIGHT TO REMEMBER
SHANG AND I ...WERE INSEPARABLE..
A COOL BROTHA AND FUN 2B AROUND...
WHEN U GET THE CHANCE AND YOUR
IN NYC...CHECK OUT HIS SHOW..FUNNY
AS HELL..PLUS ..GIVES U HIS TIME ....
THAT'S NOT TOO OFTEN WITH SOME
CELEBRITIES...BUT HE'S A NYER..HE'S
GONNA THROW DOWN CONVO...HIS
NEXT SHOW WILL BE
JUNE20-22..COME 2 CAROLINE'S
SHANG AND I ...WERE INSEPARABLE..
A COOL BROTHA AND FUN 2B AROUND...
WHEN U GET THE CHANCE AND YOUR
IN NYC...CHECK OUT HIS SHOW..FUNNY
AS HELL..PLUS ..GIVES U HIS TIME ....
THAT'S NOT TOO OFTEN WITH SOME
CELEBRITIES...BUT HE'S A NYER..HE'S
GONNA THROW DOWN CONVO...HIS
NEXT SHOW WILL BE
JUNE20-22..COME 2 CAROLINE'S
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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it was a very nice day...the jewish passover..all children here were outta school a week for recess...a week..where iwas oof friday..so i brought the kids to coney island..this is a pic of the seagulls flying all around the boardwalk..while people looked on..love it
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I TOOK THIS PIC STRICKLY FOR YOU 2 SEE.LANNIE...MY LATE BROTHA LEONARD PAINTED THIS RIGHT IN MY ROOM WHERE IT'S HUNG UP...YEARS AGO..HE USED THIS ROOM AS HIS SANCUARY...WE WERE VERY CLOSE...THERE WAS A FAMILY DISBUTE OVER THIS PICTURE..WELL AS U CAN SEE....
WHO GOT IT...WHATCHA THINK?
WHO GOT IT...WHATCHA THINK?
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AS YOU CAN SEE..THIS IS THE ENTRANCE OF CONEY ISLAND'S ASTROLAND...A NAME WHICH CAME AT A MUCH LATER TIME..WE HAVE ONE MORE YEAR OF EXISTENCE...CONEY ISLAND WILL B NO MORE...PROSPECTS HAVE BOUGHT IT'S PROPERTY...WHERE RIDES AND OLD ATTRACTIONS SAY GOODBYE...BUT...THEY WILL BE ADDING A NEW METROPOLIS...LIVE STAGE..FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES
STILL WILL HAVE BOARDWALK ATTRACTIONS...CYCLONE..EATERIES..WHAT'S BOUGHT AND SOLD..WILL NEVER CHANGE ..YEARS OF JOY AND EXCITMENT
WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER.."STEPPLECHASE" WIDE FACE..CONEY ISLAND 'S SMILE CLOWN...I WILL MISS U..BUT 4 NOW...WE HAD A BALL...CREATE
STILL WILL HAVE BOARDWALK ATTRACTIONS...CYCLONE..EATERIES..WHAT'S BOUGHT AND SOLD..WILL NEVER CHANGE ..YEARS OF JOY AND EXCITMENT
WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER.."STEPPLECHASE" WIDE FACE..CONEY ISLAND 'S SMILE CLOWN...I WILL MISS U..BUT 4 NOW...WE HAD A BALL...CREATE
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O H H A P P Y D A Y
W E L C O M E 2
N Y C' S
B R O O K L Y N
C O N E Y
I S L A N D
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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YOUR FRIENDLY FREAKY ANNOUNCER..DJ..DARES YA
THATS YOUR BOY..WHEN IT'S TIME TO ROCK AND ROLL..
HIP-HOP OR CHALLENGE THAT FREAK...
THATS YOUR BOY..WHEN IT'S TIME TO ROCK AND ROLL..
HIP-HOP OR CHALLENGE THAT FREAK...
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WORDSONG..I THINK..FREAKY IS GETTING HIS BUTT WHIPPED BY MY ELIJAH...CHECK IT...SHOOT DA FREAK...HAD YOU PAY THE GUY $10.00..FOR 35 SHOOTS...HE DOGGED THAT GUY..PAINTED HIM SILLY..LOL..MY GRANDSON WAS NO JOKE...KINDA SHOOK ME UP A LIL BIT..HE AIMED TOO GOOD..
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TATIE AND ELIJAH...MY GLUE 2 DA HIP GRAND..WHERE I GO ..THEY WANNA GO....GONNA REVERT 2 A MIDNIGHT STROLL
THAT WAY...THEY'LL B IN BED..LOL
THAT WAY...THEY'LL B IN BED..LOL
Saturday, May 17, 2008
WORDSONG..i'm back...PT II
| THIS THRILL WAS GONE...BUT...IT CAME BAC...WITHA BANG..ZOOM EFFECT...LISTEN YA HEAR ME...IT AIN'T ALICE.....FLAVA NEVER TASTED SO DAMN GOOD... I'VE BEEN LIFTED ARE YOU READY..POET... "BODACIOUS"..DA TONGUE. i emerge in2 summer's deep sleep..hot arms 2 holdya ..kisses 2 obsorb ya...what rises and sets b4 ya...what takes the floor from under ya..wears breath..away in modesty...twirls u in 2 captivity... drains purity...devours my soul...sweats 2...circulate clitoris...rotates an upside down 69 legacy... chemistry transforms innermost secrecy...makes love....what utters awwww...oh my GOD...youngman.. what have u done 2 me...restrain from my identity. my composure...looks at ...legs...thighs...hips...eyes mouth...what makes contact witha body...grops forcibly 2 stimulates eroticism...calling me...your angel.. where mercy bows down..enjoys da splender.. what opens...do u like who i am already...then let's begin...start by 1..end by never.....then...cum and get while transcript flips..meets.. licks..sweet nothings.. wrap me around..dictation..blackology...proceed da flava of..formula...scientist...what's my name...Create. |
Friday, May 16, 2008
Friday, May 9, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
What makes a person commit suicide
| You...the one with da inner child...taking control...plays da role of sleepy beauty.. pretend her life is a fairy tale...so she looks in da mirror...see a face that's different witches that visualize...hates herself...but love sings a melody...imagine's him...tall.. galant with royalty..knew that one day...her dreams would be fulfilled..the web of twisted needles...pokes it fingaz ..get high...figures if she goes along with society...the lonesome unattractive girl..would make a wish..off the spindle..a wheel of fortune...where she spins... turns...makes her choice...in2 love potions...she decides...which bottle will bring her the wish..to grant a male companion... looking for his princess...what will i do about the clothes i wear...he won't except rags...i must learn to b more domestic...a home...worth his stature..his match made in heaven..too bad...i only have this one dress...due to the lost of living in da street but i'm saved...by a miracle...a warm fire...with humans like me...searching to find...the end to life but making it eazy to take final step to loneliness...from grief of poorness..saying goodbye to maybe...but closed the story...that ends with suicide attempts...so she drinks her own creation falls asleep....where she feels da pain of stomach cramps...she toss..turns..cries for help..where the witch..she show in da mirror...joins her fate....began to fight herself...screams...hollas death slowly makes her way to the sink...notice an empty bottle of poison...where she mistakin 4 asprin...it was pain killers..instead...her final hour...where love had no chance...as da room started spinnig...the heart starts fluttering..in rapid speed...she collapsed...as bubbles formed from her mouth...just as her last breath..let's go... she saw a light...than came... a knock at her door..she was alone..with no one in sight to help...a whisper..gives her one more chance to live...a young man...strong arms and healthy byseps...raced to her window...where he commence to break in...he begins to give her his breath of life...to regain hers...with mins close 2 expire...he gives her his last ...she wakes...his arms... around her waist..he lifts her right up...goes outta door..where that same light...came over her...she opened her eyes...said... where am i...he replied...your in da hospital...you tried to kill yourself...she replied....oh no...i wasn't in my right mind...this man answered....why would someone so beautful...take her own life...she said; "beautiful"..me...u think i'm beautiful...yes....he said...as he looked on at her...light brown eyes...told her theres no reason to end your life...once it's been planned...you forget why ..you live...she replies...how do u know so much about me...i don't...i am your future...your past i saved...your alive...i will never leave u again...marry me...her eyes gazed with gleem...but you don't know me...he replies...i do now..my name is one mo' chance...i've chose your life 2 save...do u want me or not....she answers...i do..... the moral to this story is..GOD never intended 4 man and woman to be apart...where there is love...he is our lifeforce...to live together as one...save our souls...become da body's equal..until death do us part...if not...u are not da.life u live...it ends by suicide... PEACE...&=^0...GOD BLESS.. \\ |
Phyllis Hyman
the most amazing female artist of our lifetime...God Bless your soul..
sistah...rest in peace..i loved you..one of my favorite artist...my sistah girl..
sistah...rest in peace..i loved you..one of my favorite artist...my sistah girl..
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
PICTURE TELLS DA STORY
| IN THIS BLOG..THE FACE OF BEAUTY REPRESENTS A LIFE..ENDING..KEEPIN IT ALIVE 2 OBSERVE AFRICAN AMERICAN...THE MURAL... OUR PEOPLE IN ENTERTAINMENT ATLANTA GEORGIA.....Create |
ATLANTA |
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Once... you observe da wall..it's eyes closes in...grabs your culture..
celebrites your idenitity...captures your clarity.....designs what draws you 2 ...blackness...in da 4 generations of awareness..where the time raises hands...answers 2 who we are...God's people
celebrites your idenitity...captures your clarity.....designs what draws you 2 ...blackness...in da 4 generations of awareness..where the time raises hands...answers 2 who we are...God's people
Monday, May 5, 2008
Patrice Rushen
this sistah was an old companion of my brotha tony..when he use to play guitar...brooklyn born ...she was around all the time...in Queens
doing her thang......very nice person...glad 2 c her being recognized
still...good 2 c you...miss ya..Create's poementry...
doing her thang......very nice person...glad 2 c her being recognized
still...good 2 c you...miss ya..Create's poementry...
Saturday, May 3, 2008
dirty pool
| Games are on..pooling me..da ball flies angry...it glides down harlem streets...in brooklyn's battlefield...bronx..soundview...staten island's shalen city..where da bets begin...i raise my stick..move to da groove of da wu...the payoff is one shot...a round...who becomes you.. turns 2 decide the price of cue balling...while da crowd gets loud ...challenges your crimes..from past mistakes...one shot...comes up short...now it's your partner turn 2 find his pool...balls friend...looks at his cash...where pockets burn..loses..the pool..game...rips the state of NY..while keepin those dam ..gates closed...making bets...beats you at ya own pool..slips away..escapes the world of being broke...poor...living...what con's opens...billards...all bets are on..who gets played...while life become what's behind da... 8 ball...shot caller...your all losers...the state got your number..fellme..lock down...stop playin...metropolis...ain't da only govt payoffs... how much does one imate cost 2 consolidate...that's where you shot...being lined up..if your a miscounted. bets are off..create |
JOURNAL....What's Closeness
| I view strong hold.to need...what faced my opponent...to create what wears ..the artistic mold ..of 2 points...gifted...stimulates.what closeness...draws me as his experiment...a joy of laughter breaking...a warm arm illusion...liberties...to bring fantasy..when i just got use to memorandium.....a seat..to welcome..all and anyone...focused...i have no wants...no needs asked..but it's a pleasure 2b da item of closeness...wrapped in his web...where..i can't get outta..place..two..drawn together...lights up my universal outlook...no space in between...just down homesome...squeaky clean...full image of love...which got separated...disappears...no more 2 b said...understand...POEM...silence..hasn't been such a good week.. so i tend 2 become da disillusioned...PROCLAIM...MY VOICE..MY SOUL...MY HEART from breaking...again..u know..that's how it is..when your ..in da twilight zone...where...viewers watch...while being programmed..i've been sleepin on da job...forgot reasons 2 save myself from...what showed...closeness...broke up as friends...Create |
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
lust vs knowledgept pt II
| LANNIE..U REALLY NEED TO READ THE 4TH ONE AGAIN ..IF U HAVEN'T ..THEN GO THROUGH IT ONCE MORE...SHEILA...CREATE...YOUR PARTNER |
Monday, April 28, 2008
violence among us
| You smack me..i make attempts to retailiate...what targets becomes da enemy to affect mind gets so upset..chase what aims...to manifest my soul's confidence..the blood sheds the fights begin..your destint to greet hatred with a fine tooth comb..but grabs at your hair..rips out follicles..from your skull.. you believe it's just a phase..gets angry..goes away eventually. but when eyes get wild..shows ...your a ticking time bomb...human nature..leaps..attacks..my heart.. has it's moments..when your patience wears thin...becomes violence...goes away4 a minute...where love tells you...i do love you... a red signal lights up...beats da hell outta simple explanations...you try to see..eye 2 eye...hug...kiss and make up...but..when your back is turned...violence rears it's ugly head...thoughts break...hands become da fist...destroys a heart with tender moments... tries 2 save the relationships..have u ever wondered why it's a household dilemma to crave for attention...where violence.becomes defense...when you ears can't stand da voice of reason...you shake..shiver...break an objects of forgiveness...instead...lies down..plays dead scared.. your nerves become bottling...you try to leave...run...hide...when the time is right...where do u go...what do u do...after love cries...when violence spills da beans...goes for da jugular...slits your throat...one last breath...forgets...life is but one minute alive...while death...ends violence your over...said and done..think...violence wins da battle...damindspases..when will u come 2 your senses....wake up..the enemy become life...u ...da victims...who... u loved... that's scary...impulse...Create |
Friday, April 25, 2008
aquitted
| Da damage has been done...why does my son have no life to represent justice WHAT IS ..SHAWN BELL.....DA VERDICT... the police have won again...once more our falling heros are left to parrish..in life their precious...in death their defenseless...did i hear you say..my brotha..defense is da way 2 leave...become absent...while justice...leaves no prisoners free from death and da penalties were outrageous...no police has da right to .take a life 50 gunshots from getting married ..with a wife and 2 babies..knowiing no daddy....watch what happens... pleazzzzz...i'm devasted Lannie... SHAWN BELL WAS FROM MY AREA..HIS WIFE NEVER HAD A WEDDING...SHE HAD A FUNERAL...POLICE BRUTALITY STILL LIVES IN OUR SOCIETY...PIGS WILL SQUEAL...DOGS APPERHEND HUMAN BEINGS FOR PIGS PROTECTION.. AIN'T THAT A BITCH...NO JUSTICE.. NO PEACE..CAN'T SAY PEACE..HOMIE..I'M BEND RIGHT NOW..PRAY FOR OUR PEOPLE..SHEILA |
Too sweet2 be buzy
| she greets the dawn ... taughty flava...stone cold...the type of woman men favor...dress to impress da native sun..dark as black..you know brothas...with a cunning stature...slim and eazy going... moves her flesh...shakes her body...juggles...like jello...she melts da man's deck's starity..you know...his wand...pressed against formality...the ride becomes bumpy...da ass becomes company...where she get 2 ride da waves.. da performer..DASTERLY hits this lady...smoothe like silk...charms d man right out of their body works...a fenfete...cossing motion..does a dance..under sheets...slow and sensual...her kiss...devours mental state...her love wears no meaning...eyes wears no demeanor...class is off season...life carries her weapon of teazin..gets a kick out of pleazin..money...with diamond as her nickname...cuts da pockets of hip hop wanna bes... plays ya blind..wanna know...what time it is..betta ask somebody...it's your...close association..neighbor.. so call friends....staring...scoring...touchin..your body watch yourself..or you'll be liftin what games da playa...under his game...do u wanna go home...don't wear da fragrance...smell yourself.. before da erge 2 get..summer madness..it's in season..when you become the gift...wrap that present..save yourself....Create |
teardrop metropolis
| body makes up my nature..what rains on my parade...what falls all day in2 night...where pain invites life...where i make da population of humanity drown..keeps it moving..where love comes calling...my sanity breaks it's cycle of decision..some cold and honory..some weak and falsely accused... i can't be muddy waters..a name with title..sings...rain on me..when i make up this liquid sensation...i cry...and cry and cry...don't know why my oxygen is fading...like a fountain...to drink life away from love's ending. how do i survive constant water falls...what saves my soul..but at the same time...dehaydrates...i.. da streams of manner...98.6..h2o...da flower reformer..the earth's green fertilizers helper..cleans...terminates what's choosen moments in search 2 find happiness...but until then ..i cry me a river while my heart has no fluid...eyes are dry...wilted...what does this occassion mean...when waters breathes a sigh of relief...but cries my last cry...where do i go...after all this...teardrops...continues 2 rain in da city..where it sleeps..afraid 2 die...without love for my body...without...da drink...without..self drought...arrive...as a bottle of water...sodium free..not excepting...outside help...all natural...being turned away...life ends...love...calls...whats wet...linkage..coming 2 a close...as a result...prunes are outta season..dry..still can be loved...in teardrop metropolis..NYC..Create |
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
cypher
| A close bond...da terms of life being in isis arms..where doors once exposed charm... slammed by..one heart with no return..what translates my burning sacrifice to yearn for king in outter space..what breaks the cycle of loves place..where eyes were looking elsewhere..when heat drove a woman's body like the fires of hell..wearing brimstone...feeling no pain..nor regrets of sins though she knew what the consequences were..fire..brimstone..burned inside her being..that first kiss behind his fleeing...now i'm lost..without a king...so i ripped my clothes off...bound down before counsel..2 explain my actions.. judgement ask...i reap...i cry..i want forgiveness...stand before reasons wrong taught myself to be strong...while jury find a verdict...let her lie before dogs..where respect has no common cause..to except bigotry...sneaks around to play with da enemy...my brothers keeper..she made her choice...her love for him..even at the hour of death...i want not...believe not...care not...conceal not 2 my counsel...what was once da atonement...laced itself..a whoa...disgraced his manhood...release verses of matrimony...i live..he dies....she loves me from earth's emotions...but...she gave her soul...decides...it's death..she dies.. where da lyrics..said..divorce...nothing left...the wedding is over..heaven for a sistah...finds him..da mistake...she gave her life to cypher seed..huey...broke my wife's heart...never had a chance in hell or heaven...he wanted power..rights to build denomination...black liberators..unify love through a commom bond..love has it's closed chapters...but i still follow him ..in my life...sexual contact was earned...made me his queen forever..his first..was my dream..his life ..i pretend..to be..his wife...where my husband married space and intime..remarried 2 another name sistah gensis..da beginning.....was actually friends with me...da moral...one good turn..deserves another facelift..so i turned and walked away single..in love with death...silence..draws..what was caught...da end..the only memory remains is..Shatika..my life..our child..now a grown woman..with her family..liberated seek with thoughts of black panthers..brings up da pass of her dad..being in da struggle..not knowing who huey was..just history in a baby stroller..while marching to war..still standing..mom by her side...a graduate of black arts..CITY COLLEGE OF NY where she played a sistah on stage from da black panther moments..i was very pride of her..her fist stood high..like mines..her legacy..wears our history..my oldest...wonderful performer..an arts major...my son.. an arts major..2 gifts with talent..approaches life..knowing who they are..an ex panther..in love with da dream...CREATE when cycles lives out of it's past..future remains ..repeats..tupac...huey....malcolm... martin luther k...and da beat goes on..and on...and on... |
Sunday, April 13, 2008
wideeyecannibal..storm trooper..da moneymaker
| life goes on..where i'm captivated as as statistic...one..who had a war...and war was gun..i fire with force..where anger disrupts my train of thought...where i had no fun...but smiled making that dough...i am my own weapon when it comes 2 survival...where...da suns only on population who freed imagination..but..i'm ds truth..the light...came home..after given another chance to see light forms inside my selfish anatomy...if there's a place ..where i was planned virtuious i would have thought again in da process of eliminating...taking a war to far for complexity 2 raise up...aim at my people...while man dress in blue..challenged my pain..to whined up a convict...my game is non-existenct..today..but my soul holds da memory of rate...i stand here ..a man ...not a juvenile delinquent..strong..ambitious...able to fight what has been..for this..i have only one wish..through trial and error...there is a man upstairs..who came as my second chance...now i livin ..where chance gives me a home..happy..i thank you..i'm a changed individual...time begins with where i was to where i'm going hell reaks..but heaven hold a place for a thug wearing his black skin....fresh...clean...open...where i live..da beginning.. |
Sunday, February 17, 2008
place...
| the mind plays tricks on title...the title leaves you baffled the cause is substantial...the pain is horrible...the common man shows his credendials...while life around him..stays on woman analogy...but first you see chapters..with potential...with decency. what clings to examples....turns it's other cheek...with vantage smiles and soul searching...lust shows it's only option...while bitterness races the heart..focuses where it's not suppose 2...family..the fountain of youth..wears no clothing...shoes or mouths full of protection... my sheets are many beds to sleep....cries are out in da streets...my whole world speaks... homeless...where is da mind...u defeat...while looking bac on jan 2....lost in translation...while keeping your draws wet and thinking about sexing booty..emergency..leaves you unworthy... becomes nobody but booty...da self feeds me phoney..reads me boney.. while in a world lonely...after 8 long years of lonliness...mom's up against wall..out of comission...with your flesh and blood brothas and sistahs sinken. you know this...goodness comes to defend body language...but...by da time you get it together...time was up...think...what are u now..a sick pervert..when time gave u stance to climb...set the pace..become new and improved...play became your triumph...go after what...Booty...i suddenly don't know...a man of many talents and karma 2 succeed....da mind maybe on reading rainbows...but the sun shines 2 da north star...circulates around your life ....R.L...i found this type of character apalling....i won't say i'm sorry for the moments in time...but. God sure woke me up in time....brothas..young and finkle minded...lust for knowledge...becomes a phanatical...raises and sets his private authority...jumps at the opportunity to invest in booty..advertised all over his page....what i read was...a way to seek friendships..only 2 get fucked...wasting presious days and night ..talking study and computer skills...the test..this new life you seek 2 perform interest....i don't know what you are...but who i met months ago.....i miss so much...had you as my goals..help to restore you soul become what's been missin...logically....it's fastly fading...confidence filled that void...believed...in your heart...it was your family...not chasing booty...i am very disappointed in you...when a person stops wrting poetry...says he loves it.... that goes deeper than the surface of life to me..but...when it comes to surfing websites for sexual appetites...knowing ..all the time..your people remains in place you blogged ..got ptctures to prove it...your not actin like a man..witha plan...to help solve the solution...hpmie..is ms butta helping u find a place...if this is working 4 ...then so b it..playa...the bite get butta...but..does momma get help..i'm through...what have you learned???..what's really on your mind BRUTHA...I THOUGHT YOU GOT IT ALL TOGETHER..IT APPEARS I WAS WRONG.............PEACE....MS SJ..CREATE |
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