Sunday, March 13, 2011

Thursday, December 10, 2009

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace - (Hendricks)"

Thursday, October 22, 2009

What a man says under his breathe


October 18 at 11:15am
She said, 'did u write about me?
Very dense, insecure woman.
Husband cheated,
lives in and out of jail,
fucked over her, and now she picked up his
characteristics. BITTER!!!
I know, u should write a poem sayin
She/fearme,
forreal.
I try to tell her, point blank ,
no cut but she fucked up cause the nigga
cheated on her.
Now she said Im soft.
She is a nice person, but as of lately
arguing over
nothing and shit so I stay high
, because it helps my epilepsy.
But this is wat I don't like...
yo husband blow in yo house,
so do yo niece but you tripping cause I do.
Little shit like that.
Cause I don't call her all kinds of bitches
slap the bitch upside her head,
I'm soft. Oh well,
I feel the stress building up to where her
wish should come true,
but I'm a Pisces and my mama taught me betta
than that.
I couldn't even be around her this weekend.
Soon I will be movin bac on to the solo life, I see it.
reply:
though ur anger reaches highs
leaps & bounds of her
chatter..it's a
figment of speech patterns
what labels the content
of constant blatant
spitfire..what
raddles the brain sense
& cheats ur lovestyle
what kicks the verse in times
of natures growth
what wears the sperm
of maturnal dose
it's like what roots the earth
production sends a message
CHILDBIRTH
surprise, surprise
I THINK u need 2 take
a step back from judgement
open ur eyes..Wake UP
YOUR NOW A PARENT..
though u speak in evil times
what remains current
L O V E
brought forth
Man's sexual outcome
so...the next time u upset..
blame it on ur Woman
better think TWICE
COZ now..it's a threesome
coming..babay..n=baby..baby
The last time u see
A SINGLE MALE
NAME
F..............Y

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

the words page: short stories, jokes, poems, and all that jazz

the words page: short stories, jokes, poems, and all that jazz: "Life is pain. Anyone who says differently is trying to sell you something."

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

MY SWEET VALENTINE

THE NIGHT WAS YOUNG..I WAS OLDER THAN LAST YEARS DRAMA..TAKING ME TO OUTSIDE INTERVENTION..THE TOPIC WAS ..A BITTER CRY NARRATION..WHERE THE SOUL CAME A RUNNING..TASTING THE VINTAGE DILEMMA..NOTICING THE AGE LEVEL..TIME HELD ME
COLD AND INTO DISILLUSION..WHAT'S FADING UNDERNEATH THE SURFACE..BUT DINES WITH
SO MUCH LIFEFORM..WHAT SUPPOSE 2 TAKE ON THE BATTLE OF SIN..WHERE MY LOVE GROWS UNCERTAIN..NEGLECTS WHATS OBVIOUS..HIS WOMAN OF AGE...THE SCARLETT OHARA..
CLAIMING HER RED BUTLER..WHERE HIS YEARS RENDERS'S TEMPTATION..FROLICS...
IN THE WOODS..ROLLING DOWN CASCADE MOUNTAINS..TO FIND THE LOST LAND OF PLENTY..
GOOD ENOUGH TO SAVE FOREVER..HE..THE MAN OF SPLENDER..WHERE OATS RUNS FREE
FROM HARM..THE RESCUE COMES SOON..AND YET..THE SCENERY KNOWS NOT WHAT LIFE
HAS BECOME..I TREMBLE..I SCATTER AMONGST THE FURY OF PASSION..LONGING TO BE
HIS..A WORLD OF TREES..WHERE I CAMIFLOUGE..DISAPPEAR LIKE LEAVES..LAYING WHERE
YOULOOK FOR ME..I BECOME AN HIDDEN JUNGLE..UNFAMILAR 2 YOU..MANY YEARS DIFFERENT..
YOU CAPTURED CLOSELY...ME..LOOKS CLOSES CHAPTER..ENDS WHAT'S BEEN THE SEARCH FOR...CLEOPATRA..QUEEN...THE ANCIENT RUINS..DUST DELIVERES..THE FALL OF SEASON...WHERE I LEAVE YOU TO EVOLVE..WAKE THE SLIGHTEST MOVEMENT..WHERE A
VILLAGE RISES AND SETS OVER YOUR BLACKNESS..AN OPEN ACCESS 2 JOIN IN SEASONS
OF WARM..WHERE THE HEAT RISES AND SETS TEMPERATURE..RISES UP A CREATURE THAT BLENDS..LIFTS THE SPIRITS..REVITALIZE THE DEAD AND BURIED..WHAT STANDS THE
TEST OF TIME..THE HEART ROAMS..THE BLOOD DRAWS VEINS AND THE NATURE OF LIFE
RESTORES A LIKENESS OF THE IRREPLACABLE YOU..MY DREAM THAT COMES BAC..THE AGE
OF VINTAGE..IN TIME OF SPLENDER..THE GRASS BENEATH MY FEET..A LIFE IN MEMORY..
THE BROTHAMY PEN WRITES..WHERE ONCE I LEFT YOU..SIGNED..SEALED...AND DELIVERS YOUNG..ONE LOVE...NOW SEPARATES..A GOOD THEORY..IT GROWS OLD..BUT NEVER
FORGETS..THE BEST MAN ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH..I'LL NEVER LOVE AGAIN..COZ..
THE SANDCASTLE WHAT FINDS ME..WHERE YOU'VE BEEN..ALL MY LIFE..BELIEVES IT WILL
ALWAYS BE YOUR SPERM BUILT..I'VE BECOME..A PORTRAIT OF AGE..BREATHES LIFE BAC
IN MY SEED..LOST..WHERE TASTE HOLDS YOU 2 REMIND ME OF THE GIFT..ONE...2 LATE..LOST..IN A SERIES OF TRANSFORMATION..WHERE MY PAGES END..WHAT MEMORIES FOUND..STILL LIVES..CREATE

Saturday, February 7, 2009

SATURDAY /HOME FROM GEORGIA

THIS WEEK..BEING I HAD REST..SOME WOULD SAY ..I HAD TO TAK A BREAK..SEEM LIKE THE WORLD WAS CAVING IN ON ME...YOU SEE..I HAD AN EXPERIENCE WHICH KEPT WHAT WAS CONFUSION ON MY PART..I HAD THREE SHOWS TO DO THIS MONTH..POETRY WAS GETTING THE BEST..NOT WORST OF ME..THE GIGS WERE COMING AT ME..MY SON HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO CHECK IN ON MY REHEARSAL...THINGS WERE GOING WRONG ..FROM MY COMPUTER GETTING A VIRUS..TO MESSING WITH MY THOUGHT PROCESS..BUT FORTUNATELY NOT FOR LONG..MY GIRLFRIEND HAD ARRIVED FROM GEORGIA...CHANGED MY WHOLE OUTLOOK..WE WENT OUT FOR SOME DRINKS..HUNGOUT FOR ABOUT AN HOUR..THEN WE CAME BAC TO MY CRIB...WHERE SHE SPENT SOME TIME WITH MY MOTHER...BROTHER..THEN WE GOT DRESSED TO PURSUE AN EVENING TO THE HARD ROCK CAFE HERE IN NEW YORK..WHERE WE STAYED ..HEARD SOME GOOD MUSIC..LEFT..GOT READY TO LEAVE FOR THE POETRY CLUB IN THE VILLAGE WHERE WE WERE GOING TO READ..WHEN I RAN INTO ANOTHER FRIEND FROM SCHOOL..SO SHE MET CONNIE..WE ALL LEFT TOGETHER, BECAUSE SHE WAS SO EXCITED TO HEAR ABOUT MY POETRY..THE EVENING TURNED OUT A LITTLE SLOW...BEING IT WAS ON A THURSDAY NIGHT..THE LINEUP WAS QUITE ORIGINAL..BARBARA WAS FIT TO BE TIDE..BEING IT TOOK US ABOUT 2 HOURS BEFORE SHOWTIME..THEY ASKED IF WE WAS TOGETHER..AND I SAID ..ONLY CONNIE AND I ARE TO PERFORM..WE HAD A WONDERFUL CROWD..EVERYONE CLIK-CLAPPED..SMILED..CHEERED LOVED THE SHOW..I MET A LOT OF YOUNG LADIES AND GENTS THAT WERE MAKING US FEEL LIKE WE WERE THEIR FRIENDS FROM YEARS AGO..THAT HELPED ME FOR SURE..ALL THE ABOVE..IT WAS A LOVELY TIME IN DEED..NOW I KNEW I HAD TO GET SOME SLEEP..THINKING CONNIE WAS STAYING UNTIL SATURDAY NIGHT..WHERE I GOT THE SURPRISE OF MY LIFE..SHE ASKED IF I WANTED TO GO BAC WITH HER..HER HUSBAND WAS NO LONGER WITH HER..SHE WAS CELEBRATING THEIR DIVORCE..BUT I SAID..WHAT ARE U SAYIN..SHE REPLIED..CUMON GIRL..IT'S JUST YOU AND ME AND THAT BEAUTIFUL PLACE THAT I JUST HAVE THREE MORE WEEKS TO LIVE IN..U SEE..HER HOUSE WAS TAKING AWAY..DUE TO LOSS FINANCES..SO..IT WAS BOUGHT&SOLD QUICK..SHE NEEDED THE MONEY.SO..I AGREED TO GO BACK AND STAY WITH HER A WEEK..I DIDN'T WANNA COME HOME..I HAD A BALL..MET HER RADIO DJ COUSIN ON ATLANTA'S HOTTEST HIP-HOP STATION..HE TOOK ALL OF US OUT..ATE..DRANK GOOD REMY MARTIN..HENNESY..TREATED ME LIKE A QUEEN..HOW I LOVED THIS TIME IN MY LIFE...HAPPINESS..FRIENDLY FIRE WITH NO FLAMES BURNING..JUST STRAIGHT UP..DOWN TO EARTH BLACK HOSPITALITY..WHAT I LOVED..NO PHONINESS WHAT SO EVER..HER HOUSE WAS LIKE A HAVEN AWAY FROM THE NOISE AND STRESS I WAS GOING THROUGH..BAC IN NYC..I WENT TO AN ACROBAT CLASS..HAD A FACIAL..MY TOE NAILS DONE AND A WARM SAUNA..WHERE I RELAXED..U SEE I WAS UNDER STRESS..TRYING TO BREAK THIS FEELING OF DISAPPOINTMENT..HAD TO GET MYSELF BACK TO THE WAY I KNOW SHEILA..CONNIE WAS KINDA UPSET HERSELF..WE KINDA LEANED ON ONE ANOTHER FOR SUPPORT..WE CRIED..WE TOLD ONE ANOTHER STORIES OF LOVE FAILING..HOW MUCH IT HURTS..AND WELL..THIS..I SAID..WILL BE THE LAST TIME PUTTING MYSELF LAST..WHEN ALL THE TIME..FIRST..COMES
IN FRONT OF BEING A HEART THAT CAN'T DELIVER AS..WOMAN..SO I PROCLAIMED MY SELF APPROVAL..CONNIE..HUGGED AND KISSED MY TEARS FROM MY FACE..AND WE BOTH MOVED ON
TO BIGGER THAN THEM..WENT TO THE COKA COLA PAVILLON IN ATLANTA..WHERE I BOUGHT SO MUCH HOME..I GAVE MY GRAND CHILDREN SOME T SHIRTS AND MUGS FROM ATLANTA..MY MOTHER..A CAP AND MYSELF..A T SHIRT AS WELL..ALL AND ALL..THIS WAS THE BEST TIME
I HAD IN YEARS..THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING MY LIFE..IT WAS WORTH DA WAIT..THINKING ELSEWHERE..I'M HAPPY I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION..I'M TENDER AND
THATS WHAT PEOPLESEE ABOUT ME..BUT U GOTTA BE FEELIN ME..IN ORDER TO RELATE ON
EQUAL TERMS OF FRIENDSHIP..FRONT AND CENTER..NOT IN BETWEEN WHAT CATERS 2 YOUR MANHOOD..THE DISTANCE DON'T MATTER..WHEN FRIENDS FIND U AS BLOOD RELATIONS..NOT BULLSHIT..THIS WOMAN GENEROSITY ABOVE ALL..IS MY RECOVERY..THANKS CONNIE...
GOD BLESS YOU..PEACE...CREATE

Sunday, December 14, 2008

christmas is approaching

i am a laid bac mom right about now..i had the opportunity to relaxed and be treated for the first time like i was the guest and my daughter surpride me by fixing the whole thanksgiving dinner..i didn't have to lift a finger..until the questins were asked..mommy can you fix the dessert..i can't fix them downstairs because the oven is too filled..i replied what filled..what did ya do>?..what did i miss last night...u see..i wasn't able to prepare..due to a check i wasn't able to cashed it ..because i got home too late weds night..and my brother had the same problem..the day before..this was a shocker..no cash available to shop..well..to my surprise...my daughter snuck out..with my neighbor..Asia..went shopping..started cooking at 3:00am in da morning..by time i woke up..my room was smelling like i cooked ..well i did..but only the pies..they look for my pies and cakes every year...as a result..the day was quiet...the family was over..the rest of our family ..had their own thanksgiving..it turned out wonderful..my daughter wailed..everything was wonderful..my pies were great ..cakes were gone ..all the time..damn..i wanted some more for the weekend..but my brother came to the rescue..he came home that morning with 4 more pies..the day turned out a family afdfair for sure...blessed to have a wonderful blessed daughter..the whole household was very filled..thanks tammy..it's bac to basics..chrismas is my turned ...but guess what..i'm going away...leaving..going on my vacation...yeah ..that's right..
in Colorado Springs...with my sistah..Dee..have a nice holiday...be back..new year day..god bless everybody..partner..create