MY SWEET VALENTINE

THE NIGHT WAS YOUNG..I WAS OLDER THAN LAST YEARS DRAMA..TAKING ME TO OUTSIDE INTERVENTION..THE TOPIC WAS ..A BITTER CRY NARRATION..WHERE THE SOUL CAME A RUNNING..TASTING THE VINTAGE DILEMMA..NOTICING THE AGE LEVEL..TIME HELD ME
COLD AND INTO DISILLUSION..WHAT'S FADING UNDERNEATH THE SURFACE..BUT DINES WITH
SO MUCH LIFEFORM..WHAT SUPPOSE 2 TAKE ON THE BATTLE OF SIN..WHERE MY LOVE GROWS UNCERTAIN..NEGLECTS WHATS OBVIOUS..HIS WOMAN OF AGE...THE SCARLETT OHARA..
CLAIMING HER RED BUTLER..WHERE HIS YEARS RENDERS'S TEMPTATION..FROLICS...
IN THE WOODS..ROLLING DOWN CASCADE MOUNTAINS..TO FIND THE LOST LAND OF PLENTY..
GOOD ENOUGH TO SAVE FOREVER..HE..THE MAN OF SPLENDER..WHERE OATS RUNS FREE
FROM HARM..THE RESCUE COMES SOON..AND YET..THE SCENERY KNOWS NOT WHAT LIFE
HAS BECOME..I TREMBLE..I SCATTER AMONGST THE FURY OF PASSION..LONGING TO BE
HIS..A WORLD OF TREES..WHERE I CAMIFLOUGE..DISAPPEAR LIKE LEAVES..LAYING WHERE
YOULOOK FOR ME..I BECOME AN HIDDEN JUNGLE..UNFAMILAR 2 YOU..MANY YEARS DIFFERENT..
YOU CAPTURED CLOSELY...ME..LOOKS CLOSES CHAPTER..ENDS WHAT'S BEEN THE SEARCH FOR...CLEOPATRA..QUEEN...THE ANCIENT RUINS..DUST DELIVERES..THE FALL OF SEASON...WHERE I LEAVE YOU TO EVOLVE..WAKE THE SLIGHTEST MOVEMENT..WHERE A
VILLAGE RISES AND SETS OVER YOUR BLACKNESS..AN OPEN ACCESS 2 JOIN IN SEASONS
OF WARM..WHERE THE HEAT RISES AND SETS TEMPERATURE..RISES UP A CREATURE THAT BLENDS..LIFTS THE SPIRITS..REVITALIZE THE DEAD AND BURIED..WHAT STANDS THE
TEST OF TIME..THE HEART ROAMS..THE BLOOD DRAWS VEINS AND THE NATURE OF LIFE
RESTORES A LIKENESS OF THE IRREPLACABLE YOU..MY DREAM THAT COMES BAC..THE AGE
OF VINTAGE..IN TIME OF SPLENDER..THE GRASS BENEATH MY FEET..A LIFE IN MEMORY..
THE BROTHAMY PEN WRITES..WHERE ONCE I LEFT YOU..SIGNED..SEALED...AND DELIVERS YOUNG..ONE LOVE...NOW SEPARATES..A GOOD THEORY..IT GROWS OLD..BUT NEVER
FORGETS..THE BEST MAN ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH..I'LL NEVER LOVE AGAIN..COZ..
THE SANDCASTLE WHAT FINDS ME..WHERE YOU'VE BEEN..ALL MY LIFE..BELIEVES IT WILL
ALWAYS BE YOUR SPERM BUILT..I'VE BECOME..A PORTRAIT OF AGE..BREATHES LIFE BAC
IN MY SEED..LOST..WHERE TASTE HOLDS YOU 2 REMIND ME OF THE GIFT..ONE...2 LATE..LOST..IN A SERIES OF TRANSFORMATION..WHERE MY PAGES END..WHAT MEMORIES FOUND..STILL LIVES..CREATE

SATURDAY /HOME FROM GEORGIA

THIS WEEK..BEING I HAD REST..SOME WOULD SAY ..I HAD TO TAK A BREAK..SEEM LIKE THE WORLD WAS CAVING IN ON ME...YOU SEE..I HAD AN EXPERIENCE WHICH KEPT WHAT WAS CONFUSION ON MY PART..I HAD THREE SHOWS TO DO THIS MONTH..POETRY WAS GETTING THE BEST..NOT WORST OF ME..THE GIGS WERE COMING AT ME..MY SON HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO CHECK IN ON MY REHEARSAL...THINGS WERE GOING WRONG ..FROM MY COMPUTER GETTING A VIRUS..TO MESSING WITH MY THOUGHT PROCESS..BUT FORTUNATELY NOT FOR LONG..MY GIRLFRIEND HAD ARRIVED FROM GEORGIA...CHANGED MY WHOLE OUTLOOK..WE WENT OUT FOR SOME DRINKS..HUNGOUT FOR ABOUT AN HOUR..THEN WE CAME BAC TO MY CRIB...WHERE SHE SPENT SOME TIME WITH MY MOTHER...BROTHER..THEN WE GOT DRESSED TO PURSUE AN EVENING TO THE HARD ROCK CAFE HERE IN NEW YORK..WHERE WE STAYED ..HEARD SOME GOOD MUSIC..LEFT..GOT READY TO LEAVE FOR THE POETRY CLUB IN THE VILLAGE WHERE WE WERE GOING TO READ..WHEN I RAN INTO ANOTHER FRIEND FROM SCHOOL..SO SHE MET CONNIE..WE ALL LEFT TOGETHER, BECAUSE SHE WAS SO EXCITED TO HEAR ABOUT MY POETRY..THE EVENING TURNED OUT A LITTLE SLOW...BEING IT WAS ON A THURSDAY NIGHT..THE LINEUP WAS QUITE ORIGINAL..BARBARA WAS FIT TO BE TIDE..BEING IT TOOK US ABOUT 2 HOURS BEFORE SHOWTIME..THEY ASKED IF WE WAS TOGETHER..AND I SAID ..ONLY CONNIE AND I ARE TO PERFORM..WE HAD A WONDERFUL CROWD..EVERYONE CLIK-CLAPPED..SMILED..CHEERED LOVED THE SHOW..I MET A LOT OF YOUNG LADIES AND GENTS THAT WERE MAKING US FEEL LIKE WE WERE THEIR FRIENDS FROM YEARS AGO..THAT HELPED ME FOR SURE..ALL THE ABOVE..IT WAS A LOVELY TIME IN DEED..NOW I KNEW I HAD TO GET SOME SLEEP..THINKING CONNIE WAS STAYING UNTIL SATURDAY NIGHT..WHERE I GOT THE SURPRISE OF MY LIFE..SHE ASKED IF I WANTED TO GO BAC WITH HER..HER HUSBAND WAS NO LONGER WITH HER..SHE WAS CELEBRATING THEIR DIVORCE..BUT I SAID..WHAT ARE U SAYIN..SHE REPLIED..CUMON GIRL..IT'S JUST YOU AND ME AND THAT BEAUTIFUL PLACE THAT I JUST HAVE THREE MORE WEEKS TO LIVE IN..U SEE..HER HOUSE WAS TAKING AWAY..DUE TO LOSS FINANCES..SO..IT WAS BOUGHT&SOLD QUICK..SHE NEEDED THE MONEY.SO..I AGREED TO GO BACK AND STAY WITH HER A WEEK..I DIDN'T WANNA COME HOME..I HAD A BALL..MET HER RADIO DJ COUSIN ON ATLANTA'S HOTTEST HIP-HOP STATION..HE TOOK ALL OF US OUT..ATE..DRANK GOOD REMY MARTIN..HENNESY..TREATED ME LIKE A QUEEN..HOW I LOVED THIS TIME IN MY LIFE...HAPPINESS..FRIENDLY FIRE WITH NO FLAMES BURNING..JUST STRAIGHT UP..DOWN TO EARTH BLACK HOSPITALITY..WHAT I LOVED..NO PHONINESS WHAT SO EVER..HER HOUSE WAS LIKE A HAVEN AWAY FROM THE NOISE AND STRESS I WAS GOING THROUGH..BAC IN NYC..I WENT TO AN ACROBAT CLASS..HAD A FACIAL..MY TOE NAILS DONE AND A WARM SAUNA..WHERE I RELAXED..U SEE I WAS UNDER STRESS..TRYING TO BREAK THIS FEELING OF DISAPPOINTMENT..HAD TO GET MYSELF BACK TO THE WAY I KNOW SHEILA..CONNIE WAS KINDA UPSET HERSELF..WE KINDA LEANED ON ONE ANOTHER FOR SUPPORT..WE CRIED..WE TOLD ONE ANOTHER STORIES OF LOVE FAILING..HOW MUCH IT HURTS..AND WELL..THIS..I SAID..WILL BE THE LAST TIME PUTTING MYSELF LAST..WHEN ALL THE TIME..FIRST..COMES
IN FRONT OF BEING A HEART THAT CAN'T DELIVER AS..WOMAN..SO I PROCLAIMED MY SELF APPROVAL..CONNIE..HUGGED AND KISSED MY TEARS FROM MY FACE..AND WE BOTH MOVED ON
TO BIGGER THAN THEM..WENT TO THE COKA COLA PAVILLON IN ATLANTA..WHERE I BOUGHT SO MUCH HOME..I GAVE MY GRAND CHILDREN SOME T SHIRTS AND MUGS FROM ATLANTA..MY MOTHER..A CAP AND MYSELF..A T SHIRT AS WELL..ALL AND ALL..THIS WAS THE BEST TIME
I HAD IN YEARS..THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING MY LIFE..IT WAS WORTH DA WAIT..THINKING ELSEWHERE..I'M HAPPY I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION..I'M TENDER AND
THATS WHAT PEOPLESEE ABOUT ME..BUT U GOTTA BE FEELIN ME..IN ORDER TO RELATE ON
EQUAL TERMS OF FRIENDSHIP..FRONT AND CENTER..NOT IN BETWEEN WHAT CATERS 2 YOUR MANHOOD..THE DISTANCE DON'T MATTER..WHEN FRIENDS FIND U AS BLOOD RELATIONS..NOT BULLSHIT..THIS WOMAN GENEROSITY ABOVE ALL..IS MY RECOVERY..THANKS CONNIE...
GOD BLESS YOU..PEACE...CREATE

christmas is approaching

i am a laid bac mom right about now..i had the opportunity to relaxed and be treated for the first time like i was the guest and my daughter surpride me by fixing the whole thanksgiving dinner..i didn't have to lift a finger..until the questins were asked..mommy can you fix the dessert..i can't fix them downstairs because the oven is too filled..i replied what filled..what did ya do>?..what did i miss last night...u see..i wasn't able to prepare..due to a check i wasn't able to cashed it ..because i got home too late weds night..and my brother had the same problem..the day before..this was a shocker..no cash available to shop..well..to my surprise...my daughter snuck out..with my neighbor..Asia..went shopping..started cooking at 3:00am in da morning..by time i woke up..my room was smelling like i cooked ..well i did..but only the pies..they look for my pies and cakes every year...as a result..the day was quiet...the family was over..the rest of our family ..had their own thanksgiving..it turned out wonderful..my daughter wailed..everything was wonderful..my pies were great ..cakes were gone ..all the time..damn..i wanted some more for the weekend..but my brother came to the rescue..he came home that morning with 4 more pies..the day turned out a family afdfair for sure...blessed to have a wonderful blessed daughter..the whole household was very filled..thanks tammy..it's bac to basics..chrismas is my turned ...but guess what..i'm going away...leaving..going on my vacation...yeah ..that's right..
in Colorado Springs...with my sistah..Dee..have a nice holiday...be back..new year day..god bless everybody..partner..create

happy thanksgiving

i had one wish tody..that i was in another state..i'd bring all the trimmings with cake ..butter squash..nugmeg for some eggnog..a bird that would fill an army of 100..so i can so u all the true meaning of family..my all your stomachs be filled with joy and love...happy thanks giving to everyone...enjoy your day...in peace and happiness ..God Bless 2 you all...from the JORDAN FAMILY..TO MY BLOGGER FRIENDS..WITH LOVE...CREATE...PEACE

ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS GOD.HAS BLESSED ME WITH

I'VE BEEN LEAVING NY ALOT...MEANING..IT'S BEEN A LONELY PLAC IN NY WITHOUT MY GIRL//PEACHIE POO..MY BEST FRIEND AND LONG TIME CUT BUDDY..LAST TIME I LOOKED ...SHE WAS 59//NOW IT'S BEEN YEARS..WE HAVEN'T SEEM ONE ANOTHER...I AM MISSING THIS WOMAN WITH A PASSION..WHERE WE USE TO HANG OUT IN CLUBS...GOES TO THE ALL NIGHT DINER NEXT TO THE SKYWAY HOTEL...WHERE EVERYONE USED TO GO FOR BREAKFAST AND EARLY MORNING WATCHING MOVIES ON A LARGE..GIGANTIC SCREEN TV..WHERE WE WOULD EAT AND PLAY MUSIC RIGHT AT YOUR TABLE WHERE YOUR EATING...THE BAR WAS ACROSS FROM THE SEATS..WHERE WE B ALLOVER THAT PLAN...THERE WAS A GUY NAMED LARRY..THAT USED TO PLAN THE NIGHT TRACK..NUMBERS WITH PEACHES AND HIT...WHERE WE WOULD ..GO OUT AND EAT...STAY OUT ALL NIGHT UNTIL EARLY MORNIN..WHERE WE WOULD SEE DAYLITE...THEY WERE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO WAS SO JEALIOUS OF THIS LADY..SHE WOULD HIT SO MUCH MONEY...I JUST PLAYED BOLITAS WHERE PEACHES WOULD PUT 5 DOLLARS..ON A SINGLE ACTION...COME HOME WITH CLOSE TO 500 DOLLARS..THEN SHE WOULD SHARE IT WITH ME..WHERE WE GO TO VALLEY STREAMS..GREEN ARCRES TO SHOP FOR THE CHILDREN..TAKE IN A MOVIE WITH THE KIDS..THEN COME HOME WITH SO MUCH LEFT TO JUST BUY OURSELVES SOME THINGS..BOY..DO I MISS YOU SIS...SHE'S MY ADOPTIVE SIS..BUT THE BEST GIRLFRIEND,,I HAVE EVER HAD...SHE ALWAYS LOOKED OUT FOR ME..MY FAMILY..I LOVE YA..CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THAT NEW RESTAURANT OF YOURS..CONGRATULATIONS.. BEST WISHES ..WAIT UNTIL I GET THERE...MISS U MUCH..I'LL BE THERE VERY SOON..WITH THE WILL OF GOD..PRAY..LOVEYA ...SHEILA..DAYDREAMS..OLD DAYS..GOODTIMES..THINKING HOW I LIVED AT ONE TIME...TO WHERE I AM TO THIS DAY..WORST..BUT I'M BLESSED BY U GOD AND I'M WHERE I'M APPRECIATED..BY HER LOVE AND MY GOD DAUGHTERS...THANK U DARLENYA AND NIKIA..LOVEYA..CREATE

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NYC IN TEARS...METS LOSSES LAST GAME OF DA SEASON AT SHEA...SAYIN GOODBYE

AS THE RAIN CAME DOWN ON OUR LAST GAME OF THE SEASON...THE STADIUM WAS VERY DISAPPOINTED...TEARS CAME DOWN...WHERE SHEA HAD BEEN THE VIEWING POINT OF QUEENS..FROM 1964- 2008...WHERE A CEREMONY FOLLOWED WHAT THE METS TRY TO BRING THE FINAL GAME AS AN SUCCESS...ONLY 2 FAIL BY LOOSING ..THE BEST TEAM ON THIS NIGHT HAS WON..CONGRATULATIONS...NOW WE LOOK FORWARD TO A NEW STADIUM FOR BOTH TEAMS..METS AND YANKEES IN 2009...WHERE WE'LL BE WAITING ...BUT IN THE MEANTIME...FAREWELL TO OUR SHEA AMD YANKEES OLDIES..LEAVEING US WITH MEMORIES THAT WILL REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS...GOODBYE....CREATE